In 2017, at that time, I was full of anticipation and preparing to embrace college life. One day, I was unintentionally recommended SSR by a brother in the freshman group. Since then, I have been exploring the information sea behind the Great Firewall, and I gave myself a username like this. It has been more than six years now. In the beginning, I was extremely active, and I had a group of enthusiastic friends on Twitter who followed each other. At the same time, I coincidentally met two groups of people offline. I joined Line groups, added TG, used Riot. At that time, I even set up my own ladder on Vultr and deployed WordPress to write blogs...
However, as the years went by, I became less active on Twitter, wrote less code, and my blog went through several migrations. After changing many forms, it returned to its original simplicity. It is now hosted statically in China while synchronizing with xlog. Perhaps the only thing I have persisted in over the years is writing blogs (laughs). Life keeps changing, and I have less and less time to focus on myself. Even now, even in the late night, there are very few times like this when I can listen to the sound of the mechanical keyboard and write what I want to write.
Sometimes I wonder, this username now seems more like a hidden part of "me" in the darkness, perhaps the closest part to the purest "me". I have done many things under this username that require hiding my identity (such as packaging and distributing clash-verge, if you think about it, this is also a form of self-censorship). I have spoken many words from the bottom of my heart under this username. I wear this username and seek freedom as much as possible. In this short life, in the current situation where hope is not visible, I try to do what I want to do.
So who am I? I don't know who I am either. I always feel like a chess player in the shadows, constantly trying to make some arrangements to make my life more comfortable. In the eyes of my still active old friends, in the eyes of those who heard this name for the first time, what kind of person am I, freeDragon?